His Toxic Fairness, My Final Farewell
Chapter 1
My boyfriend obsessed over "fairness," especially when it came to his adopted sister.
He was always preaching:
"To be fair, whatever you have, she should have too."
When I brought back designer skincare from a business trip, he made me give half of it to her.
When we talked about buying a house for our marriage, he insisted on buying another apartment under her name.
Even on our anniversary, when he bought ninety-nine roses, he handed forty-five of them to her.
Holding the remaining forty-four roses, I looked at him in disbelief.
"Didn't you say you wanted to be fair?"
"Why does she get one more rose than I do?"
Ethan just frowned and sighed at me.
"Nothing in this world can ever be truly equal."
"I just do what lets me sleep at night with a clear conscience."
So his "fairness" was just a cheap lie.
It was merely an excuse to always put me behind his adopted sister.
Looking at his self-righteous face,
I suddenly burst into bitter laughter.
Without hesitation, I tossed every single rose into the trash can.
"I don't want a single one anymore."
"To be fair, you should throw away her forty-five roses too."
Watching forty-four roses slam into the garbage bin,
Ethan's face darkened instantly.
"Elena, can you not be so childish?"
"Throwing a tantrum over one stupid flower?"
I didn't say a word. I just stared at the bouquet in his arms.
I waited to see if he would make the "fair" choice.
Throw them away.
Give me a single reason to still hold onto hope for him.
He didn't.
Instead, Ethan pulled the bouquet tighter against his chest.
As if terrified I would lose my mind and snatch them from him.
Just then, Hailey came bouncing over, blinking playfully at the flowers in Ethan's hands:
"Wait, only one bouquet?"
"Did you forget all about your sister the second you got a girlfriend? Where are my flowers!"
Ethan's lips curved as he gently placed the roses into her arms:
"How could I ever forget yours?"
Hailey beamed, instantly showering him with hugs and sweet thank-yous before shooting me a sidelong glance.
A subtle smirk flashed across her eyes:
"I bet Ethan was just too busy to buy you flowers, right, Elena?"
She was always like this.
Ever since Ethan and I started dating, she competed with me over everything.
I worked as a translator at a multinational corporate firm, so she begged Ethan to pull strings to get her a job there.
I bought luxury makeup on a business trip, and she whined until Ethan bought her the exact same set.
When we planned to buy a home, she claimed she needed her own property to be independent.
And Ethan, hiding behind his banner of "fairness," catered to her every whim.
Just like today.
A sharp, stinging ache pierced my chest, but I kept my face indifferent and nodded:
"Of course he got me flowers."
"I didn't like them, so I trashed them."
Hailey pouted immediately, about to whine about how ungrateful I was.
Ethan quickly stroked her hair in a pampering gesture, reassuring her that I was just talking nonsense.
"I knew it! There's no way she'd throw away anything you gave her!" Hailey giggled. "She kept that cheap pen you lent her over a decade ago like it was sacred treasure."
Then, she put on an innocent, wide-eyed look: "Ethan, do you think Elena is what people call a desperate simp?"
Ethan told her to stop talking nonsense, but he didn't correct her. He silently agreed.
The suffocating pain in my chest spread quietly.
A wave of exhaustion washed over me.
I was sick of Ethan's hypocritical fairness, and sick of their disgustingly blurred "sibling bond."
I stopped in my tracks:
"I'm not hungry anymore. I'm going home to rest."
Hailey looked ready to celebrate out loud, but Ethan frowned in disapproval.
"Stop making a scene. You reserved this place three months in advance."
I stared at him in complete silence.
Realizing I was dead serious, Ethan stepped closer.
He took my hand and whispered,
"I'll secretly make it up to you tomorrow with a full bouquet of ninety-nine roses. More than Hailey got."
"Today is our three-year anniversary. Let's not ruin it."
The warmth from his hand seeped into mine.
My eyes burned with tears.
Right. Our anniversary.
I had loved Ethan for ten years, and we'd been together for three.
Was I really going to throw it all away right here?
Slowly, I squeezed his hand back.