When He Plotted My Postpartum Depression
Chapter 2
I noticed something was off with Martinez on the seventh day postpartum.
That day, my episiotomy wound still hurt. I lay in bed, unable to even turn over without difficulty.
He was on the balcony taking a call, his voice lowered.
"Babe, just wait a little longer. Once she gets through these few weeks of postpartum recovery, I'll take you out."
"Her? She's gained twenty pounds now. She's like a pig. I feel sick just looking at her."
I closed my eyes, pretending I hadn't heard.
Pretending I hadn't heard my own husband describe me that way to someone else.
On the tenth day postpartum, my phone rang.
Unknown number, iMessage.
I opened the first one—a photo of Martinez kissing a woman in a car.
The second showed them sitting in the Western restaurant I often went to, eating my favorite steak.
The third showed them lying in the wedding bed I'd personally chosen. The woman was wearing my silk nightgown.
Below was a line of text: "Your husband says I look way better in it than you do."
I stared at the screen. My fingers trembled, but my mind was unusually calm.
I saved the photos into an encrypted folder.
On the thirteenth day postpartum, another unknown number sent me a message.
This time it was a video.
In the video, Martinez and a woman were embracing in a VIP private room.
The woman smiled at the camera: "Look how much your husband dotes on me. He says your body's all out of shape after giving birth, and he never plans to touch you again."
I saved the video and transferred it to the encrypted folder.
There was already a lot stored there.
Screenshot chat logs, credit card statements, hotel check-in records, dashcam audio recordings.
Everything was organized clearly, marked with dates and locations.